Slam - chapter 6

"And then TH played a strange trick  on me, so he probably is a god after all." (p.80, ll.21-22)

This quote is the last sentence of the 5th chapter and you knew directly that something big will happen in the next chapter. This is what I would like to talk about: what happens in the 6th chapter.

After I've read this chapter I was  pretty confused, I mean everyone would be confused after reading this chapter. But let's start by tellling you what happens in that chapter.

Chapter 6 starts with Sam telling us that he isn't sure that what will happen next whether is real or isn't.

"I'm pretty sure I didn't dream them up, but I couldn't swear that on Tony Hawk's book, which is my bible." (p.81, ll.5-6)"

That describes Sam's situation when he wakes up and has no idea what's going on. There is someone in the bed with him and there is a baby crying. After a few minutes he knows that this someone besides him is Alicia and it seems that they're a couple again. That baby crying seems to be his child and Alicia tells him to calm the baby down. Sam's confused and he don't know what to do.

" 'I don't know,' I said. And I really didn't know. I didn't have a clue." (p. 83, ll.29-30) 

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After doing his job somehow he goes back to sleep in his and Alicia's bed. He asks himself tons of questions and maybe he's even projected into the future. 

When he wakes up he isn't in his old room, he's still in Alicia's room and that mean that it's barely only a dream. He finds out that his son is called 'Roof' and he's even more confused, why would someone would call a baby 'Roof'?!
During a strange conversation with Alicia and her parents, Sam works out that he goes to college but he has no idea what he's studying or where the college is. Instead going to college he goes strait home. On the way home he sees his old friend Rabbit and he starts a conversation with him to find out more about his current life, where does he live, is his baby really called 'Roof', things like that. Right after Rabbit he meets a strange girl who seems to know Sam. Sam sees another opportunity to know more about his life so he keeps asking her question. He even learns how to do a nappy for his kid.

After meeting this strange girl he goes home, Alicia's home. It seems to be his new home now.There he meets his mother who takes care of Roof. In the one second he's glad his mother is with him and in the next second he's totally shocked.

"That wasn't a football. My mum wouldn't have put a football up her jumper. My mum was pregnant." (p.94, ll.32-34)

His own mother is pregnant again and again, Sam doesn't know what to do. The rest of the day he's shocked, not only because his mother is pregnant. He's overburden and manages somehow to survive the day. In the end of the day Alicia asks him if he still loves her. He pretends to be asleep because he has no idea whether he loves her or not.
Chapter 6 ends with some very dramatic sentences that I would like to tell you:

"And if it was my life that I'd seen, well, I didn't want to live it. I wanted  my old life back, I wanted someone else's life. But I didn't want that one." (p.99, ll.23-25) 

Now the question if this is a realistic dream, a nice dream or even a nightmare.

In my opinion it's definitely not a nice dream. You can see and feel Sam's thoughts and he's totally desperated. He feels homesick and as you can see in the quote above, he doesn't want to be his life being like this. He wants his old life. He wants to keep skating and having no fears about his future. So the future described like this seems similar to a nightmare of Sam.
But even it's more similar to a nightmare, it could be realistic. Sam knows that something had changed. He has the feeling that Alicia's pregnant so the main part of his future dream - having a baby - could be real. But having a baby called 'Roof' ... I absolutly don't think that's real but maybe it's just a nickname and the baby's name is other.

All in all chapter 6 is a really exciting chapter and I wonder what will happen next. How does Sam react if Alicia is pregnant and how will he explain this to his parents?

You see that things are getting very interesting now and I can't wait to continue reading SLAM by Nick Hornby.

Summary - what have we done so far?

Hello and welcome to our little story session!

Three weeks ago our whole story started. We knew that our last exam would be about a novel but we didn't know the name of it or how we would do it.
Our teacher told us that we would create a blog that would count as our last exam and the whole class was really sceptic. Writing a blog means lot of work and not everyone is that creative.

Three weeks later I have to say that this blog is really fun but you also need to invest a lot of time in it. A blog post isn't written in a few minutes. You have to write the first draft and correct it afterwards, maybe you need to include some pictures so which one is the best?
Although of the hard work it's a great experience and I don't want to miss it.

What did we so far in class and at home?

In those three weeks we talked about the first few chapters of SLAM. Now we know where the story takes place and in which perspective the novel is written. We analyzed the main character Sam, his relationship to his mother and to Alicia which is very different. In class we got some exercises we had to do and finish at home. Once a week we get an exercise on our main blog www.10breadsslam.blogspot.de we have to do in one week.

What did I like and what did I dislike?

I have to say again that having a blog means a lot of work but on the other hand I can be so creative with my blog, I can write my own opinion and support it with matching pictures. It's also a new experience we never went through.
There is also one thing I dislike: in class we always work in the same way. We get an exercise we have to do during the class. I'd like to have a change in class and maybe we can work on our blog design in one lesson. Exept for that I really like it so far!

What do I want to do?

As I mentioned before I'd like to learn more about how we can change and improve our blog design. Maybe we could also learn how to improve our writing techniques so our blogs get even better.

To conclude I have to say that I really like that kind of exam so far and hopefully it'll be so great in the following weeks.

See you in my next blog post!!

Slam - chapter 3 & 4

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"I wouldn't be so scared of her, [Alicia] then." (p. 56, ll.22)

This one sentence is from Sam's mother Annie but why would she say something like that? She's scared of her son's girlfriend? That sounds a bit strange, doesn't it? 

But let's look at the story from the third and fourth chapter and maybe after reading it we'll know the reasons of Annie's fear.

Chapter 3:

Sam and Alicia are now a couple and it couldn't be better between them. They're always together, watching TV together or going outside for a walk, "I dreamed my way through school for the next few weeks. I dreamed my way through life, really." (p. 47, ll.1-2). They even say that they love each other what is a huge step in a relationship. Sam's mother isn't that happy about their relationship because "It's not healthy." (p.49, ll.33). She asks Sam about him and Alicia having sex. He doesn't know what to answer because they slept together and he feels uncomfortable to tell that to his mother, who wouldn't?

Chapter 4:

The relationship between Alicia and Sam stops being so nice. Sam gets a bit annoyed of his girlfriend and he starts living his life like before he knew Alicia, "It's not that things started to go wrong between me and Alicia. It just stopped being so nice." (p.60, ll.1-2). That's why he thinks about breaking up with her. On the other hand it seems like that Alicia still loves him and believes in their relationship.

Now there's still the question why Sam's mum is scared of her son's girlfriend. 

• Sam has a theory why his mum is scared of his girlfriend, "My mum was worried about things changing, her being left on her own, me becoming a part of someone else's life and someone else's family, me growing up and not being  her little boy any more, me becoming someone else..." (p.56, ll.24-28). After raising him up from a little baby to a teenager she's scared now to let him go and live his own life.

• Another theory is that she's scared that Sam would gamble his future because of Alicia, "It gets in the way of things. (...) Friends. Schoolwork. Family. Skating ... Everything. Life." (p. 50, ll.5-7). He seems to forget his life when he's with Alicia and he even doesn't skate so much than before. Maybe she's scared of that so Sam can't live his life.

• Another theory of me is that Sam's mother is scared of Alicia because she doesn't know Alicia's family that well. She doesn't know if they're good people or bad people who only seems nice in public. They could have a bad influence to her 'little' boy.

• Maybe she has also the fear that when Sam now has a girlfriends he really loves, he could do something stupid without thinking about it. He could run away with the strange girl and never come back. Another idea would be that the couple does the same mistake like Sam's parents and they'd get a baby together.

These are a few theories for you and maybe you have some on your own. Maybe you'd like to share your thoughts so just comment what you think about Annie's sentence.
I'm so curious to see what's going to happen next and maybe we'll know in the next few chapters why Annie's so scared of Alicia.

See you in my next blog post ^^

Slam - chapter 2

Sam and his mother

After reading the second chapter of 'Slam' I can characterise the relationship between Sam and his mother. There are many different opinions of their relationship in my English class. Some students think it's just a normal relationship between a mother and her son and others think that it's a special relationship between Sam and his mother Annie.

Here I want to present you my own opinion about their relationship so let's go!

First of all I have to mention my first impression of their relationship after the first chapter. I thought that Sam's mother wasn't a very caring person and that's why they wouldn't have a good relationship. She bought Sam a poster of Tony Hawk and it seemed like that Sam prefered to talk to that poster and not with his mother,e.g. "I'm not dissing my mum, but she hasn't got a clue, really." (p. 12). I also had the feeling that Sam's mother wasn't interested in her son's hobbies and she wouldn't even try to understand what he meant, e.g. "So when I told her about things like that, she'd try to look all enthusiastic, but there was nothing really going on in her eyes (...) Maybe that was why my mum bought  me the posters, so that I'd have somebody else to talk to."(p. 12).

During the first chapter it seemed like Sam really cares for his mother. Since his parents were divorced, his mother had this one boyfriend called Steve. Sam doesn't like him and he's glad when his mother broke up with him, "Maybe I was the happy one, because she was watching a DVD with Paula and not with Steve the rubbish boyfriend." (p. 14).

After I read the second chapter, my opinion about their relationship changed a lot. It's clear now that Sam's mother is really young and Sam's friend think that she's OK, e.g. "The point is that I've got a thirty-two year-old mother that people - people my age - fancy." (p. 18). It seems like that Sam isn't that OK with it, it seems weird for him and maybe he wishes sometimes that his life would be more normal with an older mother, "For a while, it didn't really register that she wasn't old enough to be  the mother of a fifteen year-old boy, but this last year especially, it's started to seem a bit weird." (p. 16).

Sometimes Annie and Sam discuss about their ages and then Sam feels guilty. He thinks because of him his mother didn't have enough time as a teenager and she couldn't spend the time doing whatever she wanted to do, "I didn't like it when she said things like that. It always felt like it was my fault , somehow." (p. 23).

In front of strangers and attractive men Sam's mother feels a bit ashamed about the 'mistake' she made when she was younger, e.g. "I know she loves me, but every now and again, (...), she conveniently forgets to mention that she's got a fifteen-year-old son. (...) But I could tell she'd rather have described me as her brother. Or her dad." (p. 29). Sam feels sad every time he hears something like that but he can't change anything.

All in all I have an impression that they don't have a relationship like a normal teenager with his mum. Although their relationship isn't that good sometimes they still love each other and that's the most important point for me. I think it would be the best if they have a serious talk soon so that they can get clear about their relationship and their fears.

We'll see how the story goes on ...

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